Karhlo Matthew Go, my better half

Karhlo Matthew Go

One thing I know is that my eyes are only for him ForEveR!

Our story:

Part 1:


Spring 08, there was a Filipino Fellowship held in Stavanger.
I was so so so excited to meet filipino teens like me,
and of course i expected to find someone i could flirt with.
But i found something better, i found a longlasting relationship with someone.


That someone is Karhlo, my bebi.


Well, i was kinda shy but i definitely gave him some signs.
U know those typical flirty signs, look at him thousand times,
give a shy smile, passing by him several times etc.
First thing u see in him is his wonderful big smile.
And his kinda innocent look, he's so cuute daayym!!
At night the same day i met him, I just couldnt help
but think about him ! Constantly!!!


I felt there was really something, i really felt something!
We didnt got the chance to talk the first day of the
fellowship so i decided i got to talk to him even just for a while.
So the following day, i waited for the right time..
but he didnt talked to me so i took the chance and called him over.
And yes! he did come to me...
i guess my heart jumped a few hundred metres over me
when i saw he was coming towards me!
I giggled like a child.. haha!


Then we talked, as in just basic.
But the first thing i said to him was " Ur so cute "
And then our conversation just flowed naturally as it seems.
Of course i gotta take a picture as a remembrance,
since he live quiet far away from me.




Last part of the last day of the fellowship they had
basketball game and he was too busy,
and I was leaving sooner as i thought.
So i waved at him, and said goodbye. But hey,
at least he gave me his cell number ! haha <3
While we were waiting outside for the taxi, i texted him.

This is exactly what i texted :
" Hei:) d e keren forresten. Dli n ako #, kay ako cel gpa repair,
41509849 akoa.
Cute jud kaau imo smile,imo face pud.
Naghulat pa me ug taxi sa likod sa hallen "

Translation:
" Hey:) this is keren by the way. This is not my number,
cuz my cel is being repaired, 41509849 is my number.
Ur smile is so cute, and ur face. We're waiting now for the taxi at
the backside of the gymhall. "

Yeah u bet its super cheeeeeeeeeeeeezy!
i didnt know what to say.
But it worked for me!! haha I saw him, rushing out
of the hall exit at the backside TOWARDS ME!
i just jumped too and rushing towards HIM<3

So we took a very very cuute pic. I was like hugging him from the back
and he just did the PEACE..
can u guess whom of us two who look so " in luv"
hmpf, probably me.. haha.
But then good times always have an ending,
the slow taxi we were waiting for..
(thank god the taxi took so much time of gettin there,
i earned a lil bit more time with Karhlo )
came, and everything was over.
I had to say goodbye, well i gave him a friendly hug before i departed.
Tears were almost dripping, but i gotta hold it...
i might look like dumb..huh



Part 2:


Days had passed after that fellowship weekend. And i really missed him so bad.
But we didnt break our contact, DUHhh, i was so falling in love,
i cant let him get out of my sight! haha
We chatted and talked on the phone until our eyes got red.
Sometimes i fell asleep when we talked on the
phone for about 2-3 hours, 3-4 am.
We couldnt get enough of each other...
we had a lot to talk about.
( ehm, sumtyms there would be silence such as 5-10 min
between us cuz there was nothing more to talk about )
but we dont care, we're at the level of getting to know
at each other and not talking :P And all of those
where such wonderful memories! Until one day he decided,
or i made him come and visit me for a weekend.


It was after i told him about my feelings for him, that i really liked him.
He told me he liked me too, and to get things further he MUST visit me.
So he did...
We did so much things, such as volleyball...
picture taking in the middle of the night beside the seashore,
playing like kids at the playground 10 pm,
with friends at the bowling hall, stayed up late at night talking.
Guess what i was waiting for?


I was waiting for
him to ask me to be his girlfriend!
And he awfully took so long to ask me that question...
but at least he did...


May 12 - around 5 o'clock ( am )

We were in the livingroom at the sofa. Things were getting tied up,
i felt that he was really scared or nervous and didnt
really find the right time to ask me,
and i felt so anxious, excited, impatient etc...
I was so dying to hear the question from him.
And finally he did, i said... Yes! i really want to! and i hugged him.
Shit, it felt good! No, much better...it was GREAT!

Finally we were together.


Part 3: A short one..


And so on... Some things can be difficult, some things are easy,
some are complicated.. but all of the problems and
hindrance we've experienced, we got through it!
And now we're standing strong as ever!
I've never been so comfortable to a guy before.
I dont need makeups, or nice clothes anymore just to impress him.
Cuz he likes me for what i am, and so i do like him too for what he is.


He's the most forgiving person i've met,
he's understanding and
won't ever take you for granted.
I want to describe him,
but now i'm really speechless,
thinking how lucky i am for having him in my life.

I love you so much, Karhlo bebi!!!
You're my bestfriend,my better half, and my future!

Almost...all about me

My whole name is Keren Kezia Tanes... Johannesen,

I kinda like to use the last name of my wonderful norwegian stepfather.
Keren Kezia is taken from the bible, Keren and Kezia are Job's daughter as far as I know.
And Tanes, thats my real last name...

I got it from my dearest father, Francis.
I really dont know much about him but I know he's a great engineer.

And my MOM.
She may dont know but I love her soo muuch,
she's the best mom in the world!!
And she's a really really talented cook,
I love the food she cook for us no matter what!

Unfortunately i gotta share her with my half norwegian little sister ...
i really mean " fortunately " cuz gettin a lil sis is the best gift i got ever.
Her name is Izellah Isabel and she's
the cutest little walking creature in the whole universe.
Can't even think of a better sister.
She can talk.. as in baby talk,
and I know she can't really understand everything we say
but I know that SHE understands me,
and that she love me even thou sumtyms she wont come to me... hahah.


The fact is that its healthy when ur parents are together,
but its better the way things are now :) and im happy... really happy.
my family is great !!


And now this comes to, me talking about myself.
Awkward, but to be honest its kinda fun.
I dunno where to begin, so I'll start talking about how do
I look like from my point of view.


My height is not really I can tell happily to the world....
I guess I'm short.. this is how God made me,
and I can't really blame him,
cuz my height is "cute" .. that's what other says to me.

Okay, I'm not getting far talking like this....

I have the advantages and disadvantages
bout my height but...okay i'm 5'4 ft.
Is it bad ?
well i really dont care.. so next...


My eyes are brown, hazel brown ?
no, chocolate brown would be more appropiate.

From a distance it may look like black or sumthing very dark brown, but its not.
A lot of asians have these black/brown eyes,
but I dont have it in some other reasons.
In the sun my eyes may appear a little bit orange brown
or reddish brown it depends how strong the sunlight is.


My hair is black/brown ... i wished i got those very very black hair,
but my hair got a nuance of brown.
But I also often dye it brown,light brown sumtyms
very light that its almost look like dark blonde.

Oh my, so much random things.. see, as i say i talk too much.
But now im getting to the main topic.

I'm a Gemini, Geminis are adaptable,communicative,
intellectual (mentally oriented), curious, charming, entertaining,
upbeat, witty, imaginative, optimistic, clever, restless..
i got those info from wikipedia hahah...
but in fact i have all of those traits, i think so...hmmp..

As u see, im very communicative.. adaptable,hmm i adapt
things around me fast probably..
I'm optimistic, most of the tym... well i get pessimistic sumtyms.
but everyone do have the ups and downs in their lives right?!
Restless, whole the tym baby... i like adventurous happenings and
i cant just sit there and doin nothin.. u gotta live ur lyf to the fullest!!
Entertaining would be one of my best side...
I luv singing,dancing,playing the piano and guitar..
I dont have stage fright, I luv ppl watching me doin my thing.
Charming hmm, maybe... i often use my charm to get things i want to.. lolz!!


That 2 faces or sides about gemini, that's so true!
With me thou.
This is really a bad side, cuz my first side are those things i just told u, that's when I'm happy and joyful... but then the other side is when i get very angry easily.
I call that moody time...nobody should mess with me,irritates me,
make jokes of me or sumthing that can easily pop me like a bomb.
It's very shitty attitude, I dont like it myself..
I try to control it but
I just cant help it.


That kinda remind me of a character from
a game (ps3 or xbox 360) Soul Calibur, Tira.
U know the one who have the round weapon kind of a blade...
that have two personalities. haha, but im not that
worst cuz i dnt really kill ppl like her hihi


So now u know that i luv music, entertaining stuffs.
and here's more : Summer is the best season whole year, putting on bikini,
sunbathing until my shoulders get burned
( that's ryt my shoulders are the first part of my body that gets burned ),
swimming in the pool or sea.. that's so me... the beach,
thats where u can find me at summertime.
Volleyball is a MUST when it's beach tym. and ICECREAM
is definitely so luuuv..

Clothes,clothes,clothes...
I dunno, I really dont have an exact description on
what/which clothes i like to put on...
I just feel it, i pull sumthng from my closet and wear it.
Simple.

Fashion is great, im not so into it but i dont fall out f
rom the category either... fashion is great when its summer...
cuz u can wear what u want without worrying to freeze or to be wet..
so winter and rainy seasons is when my little fashion in me dies.
Joggingpants,large sweaters,double socks are the most
typical clothes I wear when its bad weather.

So that's all I can tell you guys about me... for NOW!
but wait..
i can't stop here without mentioning the other part of me.
This is about me, but this wont be the whole thing
about me if I dont mention, my better half.

Karhlo Matthew Go.
I love him so much.

Go, u are maybe wondrin bout that...
Go is a Chinese last name.. he got it from his father
who is Chinese from Taiwan.

( Oh I totally forgot to tell u that my dream country is Taiwan...
oh yes totally luving it!and eey what a coincidence
that hes half taiwanese. Here's a short explanation
why Taiwan is my dream country..
F4 well that's b4 but now I have a better reason, Fahrenheit )


I want to tell you more about him, but it can wait...
it will take so much time.
So I'll write it as another blog and a whole topic about him.

Well that was my life, myself..
and how im rockin this world.. haha ( yeah right! )

There will be other blogs like "25 random things about me"...
jst sum weird stuffs.. and "Karhlo Matthew Go, my better half" and more...
Thank u for reading this!!

xoxo Keren
Muaahz and hugs from me!